So this week my dedication has been tested more than every. I am a part of a drama troop. I am the Director of Shattered Clay. I have not been to bed before 1:00AM just about every night this week. There have been plenty of times where I did not want to go. I was so tired and selfishness can in and make me think of myself. Tried to make me think that I was more important than others. That my feelings was more important than being supportive of my Team. F.y.i. I love my Lead team! Any ways there has been some real gut checks going on. I am so happy that the Lord has put such a passion in my life for the things I am dedicated to. The passion far out weights the pain. Christ is more that enough to sustain me through the day.
Also my ministry placement is teaching me tons! I some time have to go to meetings and schedule thing with Staff members and I am in charge of the meeting! Me, the one person who could not concentrate in school without pills, in charge of a meeting that could affect an entire department for the ministry. So humbling that God has placed this opportunity in my life. There are also multiple responsibilities that I have over me. So many things demanded. My mind is constantly in motion about ideas, concepts, reports and...dedication. I really do not have a supervisor, or someone over me giving me demands and deadline for projects. I could just sit back and get the bare-minimum done. To be honest some days I do. Most of the time though I put my full heart into anything I am tasked with. I have grown so much in the past couple of months that I have been a Graduate Intern.
The lessons I have learned this year have been completely different than last year. There are not the same hardships and scenarios to deal with. I am so excited for the rest of the year and to see what Christ is going to do in me, and through me. Let's get to it! GI's FTW!
Also my ministry placement is teaching me tons! I some time have to go to meetings and schedule thing with Staff members and I am in charge of the meeting! Me, the one person who could not concentrate in school without pills, in charge of a meeting that could affect an entire department for the ministry. So humbling that God has placed this opportunity in my life. There are also multiple responsibilities that I have over me. So many things demanded. My mind is constantly in motion about ideas, concepts, reports and...dedication. I really do not have a supervisor, or someone over me giving me demands and deadline for projects. I could just sit back and get the bare-minimum done. To be honest some days I do. Most of the time though I put my full heart into anything I am tasked with. I have grown so much in the past couple of months that I have been a Graduate Intern.
The lessons I have learned this year have been completely different than last year. There are not the same hardships and scenarios to deal with. I am so excited for the rest of the year and to see what Christ is going to do in me, and through me. Let's get to it! GI's FTW!
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